That was Wednesday when I got Administrasi Pendidikan examination. I had no idea why the day was very odd and awful. When I was having exam, I read the questions. Indeed, I was very shocked by those sophisticated questions. I laughed. My mind went blind. I tried to believe what I saw was true. Questions. Questions. Questions. I could only think about the question at that time confusing. The material I learnt and memorized went away and left me alone in blindness. “Help me God Allah! I need your assistance and even guidance”, I said to my deeply soul.
Honestly, I read Administrasi Pendidikan materials I’ve collected from my friends many times in several days. That was my great effort ever to comprehend and memorize it. However, I guess, it would be the lowest grade and score ever in my lecture when I got the questions. I couldn’t believe it. No answer appeared in my mind.
“I have no idea. I have no idea. Indeed, I have no idea”, I told a classmate of mine sitting next to me. I couldn’t imagine why the lecturer gave these unbelievable questions. She said, “Look what I have told you about the question will be.” “It has no points of what we have studied in class. It is too far, friends. You won’t get anything. Let’s cheat!” she added.
I was deal with her and them. In fact, I did it alone. Suddenly, the lecturer came and told us that he was disappointed with us because none of us could answer the question correctly. Didn’t you know that we were in class answering, sir?
“What the hell he is talking about!” someone behind me said.
“He has judged us that what we are trying to answer is wrong?” said another.
“I know that we don’t know the answer. You know that it is definitely hard to get his references. But I know where to find them.”
“Wait!” said the other friend,” Where to find them is in Lampung museum, isn’t it.” They laughed.
I didn’t pay much attention to their conversation. However, I agreed their arguments. I do. I won’t have him my lecturer again. I promised.
This is the bad thing I have in my fifth semester. While I’m trying to raise my IPK up to 3.51, I got this obstacle. I won’t lose. I’ve lost my SKS while converting or moving out from PBA to PBI. I had 46 SKS before converting and after converting I only have 13 SKS. I lost 33 SKS. My IP when I was in PBA 3.51 in first semester, 3.54, in second semester. When converting, it went down to 3.31 of 13 SKS or six subjects. In PBI, my IP 3.63 in my third semester, 3.73 in my fourth semester. I have calculated that 3.31 + 3.63 + 3.73 / 3 = 3.55. If my IP goes down to 3.35 this semester, my IPK will go down to 3.50. I won’t argue about this.
Watch out sir! We were like this is not all of our mistakes. You give little we get little. I have afforded much for Administrasi Pendidikan, and I found no points in your questions. What are your considerations of your student before teaching and making questions sir? I must find this answer out from you. I thank you for giving us lecture in this semester. I wish you are luck and change your points of view and thought. Thanks so much. But I don’t want to blame anyone except my own self.
With love,